Feeling overwhelmed?

EVERYTHING IS SO GO GO GO I wonder if everyone feels a little lost at times. I feel like I am running around with my head stuck on the floor eyes glued to the pieces of oats on my floor from overzealous granola bar eaters. Never taking time to look up and see the big…

New Year Same Me

New year new me, how many people see this flooding through their Instagram, Facebook, and Twitter feed. Pictures of celebrities and friends bettering their lives, cleaner eating, more exercise, more time for family. That often leaves some of us in the dust thinking what can I do I want to lose some extra pounds, I…

How do you lose weight when you have a mental disorder?

As anyone who follows my blog knows I have bi-polar disorder and PTSD. These are the main causes for all of my excuses and It's what I seem to blame whenever anything goes wrong. Now don't get me wrong, living with any mental disorder is a CHALLENGE, I believe anyone who is dealing with any…

Where Did My Post Traumatic Stress Disorder Come From and How Does It Effect My Bi-polar II Disorder

I don't have my meds and haven't been taking them for a few weeks. I ran out and haven't seen my psych to refill yet, and OMG I feel it hard.... This is going to be a long rambling post. So I already apologize. I will finally end up sharing this blog with my family…

5 Tips to Slaying The Stay At Home Mom Way

There are many moms out their who would love to stay at home with their little ones all day. There are also many moms who get the chance to stay with their little ones. Even though SAHMs (stay at home moms) don't want to leave their precious precocious little angels in anyone else's care, most…

Sleeping Through the Night

Recently we have been trying to night wean our tiny titties eater. It is hard to know the difference between a hungry baby and a baby who just wants to cuddle. My husband has a hard time just letting the little one be. If he's making a noise it means he needs to come to…

Dealing with Depressive Episodes

I suffer from Bi-polar disorder and that makes it pretty hard to be a parent. Unfortunately I also have PTSD which means I have a lot more triggers than most Bi-polar diagnosed mothers. Having BP and learning how to manage your own life is so very difficult, when you throw children in to the mix…

Learning How To Be a Parent

Becoming a parent is easy for most people, in fact often times it happens by accident. Although learning to be a parent is the most difficult thing I've ever done. There are so many things you want for your kids, you want to be everything for them, take every struggle every heartache and every discomfort…

Am I a YouTuber now?!

Hey my lovely people. All 8 subscribers 😉 my favorite chatterbox listeners/readers. I did my first vlog with my kiddos today and I loved it. It gave me a little bit of an outlet. Even though and I'm pretty excited about it I hope I can keep at it. My kids will be leaving for…

Welcoming Baby Kegan Home

A month ago we brought home our newest baby. Kegan was born at 36 weeks and 1 day. Despite being so early we had no complications and he went home with us 2 days later. Little Kegan is so strong and smart. We couldn't be more blessed to have such an amazing child to join…

Rainbow Pregnancy

Being pregnant is an amazing adventure. There are so many bright sides to pregnancy especially after the heart-wrenching adventure of losing a child before birth.  I have no problem with getting pregnant but after four miscarriages, it is obvious that I have a problem keeping my children with me through pregnancy. Which is something I…

Guilty Mommies

Hi everyone I would like to introduce myself, I am a guilty mom. I am guilty of so many things I have so many problems I face daily. So many of these problems and obstacles make me feel guilty, like no matter how hard I could be trying at some points I am a bad…